To say the least I consider myself to be a person who like to explore. Being an explorer makes us more open. It gives a feeling that there is more to it than the shell. The urge to find, to know and to conquer makes us excel. I always have thought why those freaks used to jump from high mountains to an underlying pond or why a people would climb a 50 floor building with so much as a rope. Now I tend to understand. It is urge to succeed that makes him do it.
For me pessimism has been the driving factor. People may think otherwise but i tend to differ. When I am pessimistic I excel the most. Expecting nothing from a thing a getting something is always a bonus. We feel that we have done well to gain something even though it is minimal.
I am not a constant blogging sort of a guy. But today I write this because of sheer frustration. I feel i have so much in me and I am not used. Professional attitude is something I feel must be obtained by constant application and hard work and I feel the unavailability of mentoring and challenging atmospheres have done me in.
Sob is the only thing to do and hope for the best( Pessimistically )
Ciao .........
